Twenty-five years of February 10ths, and the through-line is unmistakable... this date runs hot. Whether it's a 2001 version of me raging against professors who don't see the effort, or 2026 me literally hurling electronics into the void, February 10th seems to demand some kind of release valve.
The outdoor thread weaves through nearly every entry. In 2002, I was three hours deep in a gentle drizzle, calling it pure fun. That same year, road trip plans with Paul were already brewing. By 2003, tech frustrations and endless snow had me threatening to cancel everything. The pattern holds.
But 2004 hits different. Mom's posts about gratitude for friends and Dad starting chemo sit alongside my moonlit ski adventures at Cascade. Life doesn't pause its hardest moments for the good ones, they just coexist.
The adventures kept stacking. Summiting Ward Mountain with Paul, tumbling through backcountry skiing attempts, chasing 24-hour race dreams in Moab. By 2010, I was grinding through training blocks with screw tires. 2011 brought confrontations with trail bullies, because apparently February 10th loves conflict.
The philosophical entries snuck in too. Plotting life coordinates through mountain ranges, dreaming of quitting jobs, wandering interpretive trails, even pondering consciousness transfer to robots. And this year's phone-throwing meltdown on Blue Mountain somehow ended in discovery.
The woods really don't care if you arrive broken. Twenty-five years of proof.
